March 2007
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 31st
March 07
6:53pm: TIKTOK TIKTOK TIKTOK
No one messes with me and gets away because no one messes with Allah and gets away.
hehe! hehehe! hehehehaha!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
No one messes with me and gets away because no one messes with Allah and gets away.
hehe! hehehe! hehehehaha!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 29th
March 07
11:53pm
So you were waiting for me to find out when the Zionists would clone Dajjaal or will they? I wanted to google for research on this but never felt like it till I realized that all the research that I needed was already in my memory. I just had to put the pieces together and It helped us all.
"..."O Zul-qarnain! the Gog and Magog (little people) do great mischief on earth: shall we then render thee tribute in order that thou mightest erect a barrier between us and them?""(18:94)
TO BE CONTINUED...
One of the Gog and Magog was left out and he was not good and Satan told him that one day humans will be able to recreate other humans led by a woman, so he died in the depths of the sea and waited until awoken.
TO BE CONTINUED...
After thousands of years, in late 1700AD, the Zionists changed the system of the world to enslave the rest of the humans for money laundering for two things.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Clonning.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Human Genetic Engineering
TO BE CONTINUED...
"But there is a ban on any population which We have destroyed: that they shall not return. Until, when Gog and Magog are let loose, and they hasten out of every mound."(21:95, 96)
TO BE CONTINUED...
Dajjaal's biggest desire was to be tall since he was only three feet tall, comes true and they made him really tall.
TO BE CONTINUED...
So you were waiting for me to find out when the Zionists would clone Dajjaal or will they? I wanted to google for research on this but never felt like it till I realized that all the research that I needed was already in my memory. I just had to put the pieces together and It helped us all.
"..."O Zul-qarnain! the Gog and Magog (little people) do great mischief on earth: shall we then render thee tribute in order that thou mightest erect a barrier between us and them?""(18:94)
TO BE CONTINUED...
One of the Gog and Magog was left out and he was not good and Satan told him that one day humans will be able to recreate other humans led by a woman, so he died in the depths of the sea and waited until awoken.
TO BE CONTINUED...
After thousands of years, in late 1700AD, the Zionists changed the system of the world to enslave the rest of the humans for money laundering for two things.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Clonning.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Human Genetic Engineering
TO BE CONTINUED...
"But there is a ban on any population which We have destroyed: that they shall not return. Until, when Gog and Magog are let loose, and they hasten out of every mound."(21:95, 96)
TO BE CONTINUED...
Dajjaal's biggest desire was to be tall since he was only three feet tall, comes true and they made him really tall.
TO BE CONTINUED...
AND THE BAN HAS ENDED AND SO HAS TIME. DAJJAAL(SHOWING THE MIDDLE FINGER) IS HERE AND I AM NEOXEEKHROBE.
: )
1:43pm
People you all know how much I love technology and photography.
You all know how much I love Apple, Linux and Open Source softwares. The reason I love them is because I love gadgets and because of Islam. The Zionists want to hurt these greats of our times because they are not helping the Zionists in spreading injustice but in fact are standing in their way by defeating Microsoft.
By promoting and helping Apple, Linux and Open Source, we can spread Justice.
Our Jihad.
For quite some time now I wanted to add Sony to the list but wasn't sure. I always liked Sony as a company and for the products they brought to the masses. The Bravia series of HDTVs, those sooooo cool Cyber-Shot Digital cameras, VAIO notebooks and awesome Sony Ericsson mobile phones(I've got P990i :).
But in the last few months I have read news from Sony that tells me that Sony is thinking of abandoning or atleast setting aside M$ Windows for Mac OS, Linux or/and their own OS.
Now I am being told that my Blog is being regularly read by some one who is one of the Sony's Board of Directors.
So its spreading.
And because of that I have added Sony beside Apple in the list of things we need to use, gift and promote, if we want to solve the Zionist problem.
If we want humanity and justice to be the future of our world, we must become Sonians.
So people, please buy products from Sony. If you need some thing and if Sony makes it, please buy that. Allah still wants me to prefer Mr. Steve Jobs and Apple over Sony, as Mr. Jobs is Allah's second most favorite human. Other than that Apple and Sony both are the same for Allah and should be the same for us too. Allah wants us to defeat the Zionists by helping Sony and Apple to become better.
Sony, way to go. Love your design and technology and now you.
; )
: )
1:43pm
People you all know how much I love technology and photography.
You all know how much I love Apple, Linux and Open Source softwares. The reason I love them is because I love gadgets and because of Islam. The Zionists want to hurt these greats of our times because they are not helping the Zionists in spreading injustice but in fact are standing in their way by defeating Microsoft.
By promoting and helping Apple, Linux and Open Source, we can spread Justice.
Our Jihad.
For quite some time now I wanted to add Sony to the list but wasn't sure. I always liked Sony as a company and for the products they brought to the masses. The Bravia series of HDTVs, those sooooo cool Cyber-Shot Digital cameras, VAIO notebooks and awesome Sony Ericsson mobile phones(I've got P990i :).
But in the last few months I have read news from Sony that tells me that Sony is thinking of abandoning or atleast setting aside M$ Windows for Mac OS, Linux or/and their own OS.
Now I am being told that my Blog is being regularly read by some one who is one of the Sony's Board of Directors.
So its spreading.
And because of that I have added Sony beside Apple in the list of things we need to use, gift and promote, if we want to solve the Zionist problem.
If we want humanity and justice to be the future of our world, we must become Sonians.
So people, please buy products from Sony. If you need some thing and if Sony makes it, please buy that. Allah still wants me to prefer Mr. Steve Jobs and Apple over Sony, as Mr. Jobs is Allah's second most favorite human. Other than that Apple and Sony both are the same for Allah and should be the same for us too. Allah wants us to defeat the Zionists by helping Sony and Apple to become better.
Sony, way to go. Love your design and technology and now you.
; )
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 25th
March 07
4:49pm
We all get doubts. The devil has the power to fill us with doubts.
And when ever I get doubts, the moment I realize what is happening, I try to change my thought process.
"I seek refuge in Allah from Satan the outcast".
Then I start thinking of how powerful Allah is and what It can do. And what It did. And why It can not let that happen. Because of my good deeds.
Yes there are times when its not easy to concentrate, but I force myself. I repeat and repeat till I start believing it.
Today was one of those days. I was worried about someone. Doubts were eating me. I kept fighting. Kept showing myself the signs that I have been shown. It took few hours but now by the grace of Allah, I am at peace.
It takes time but its a need. Remembering Allah fills you with peace.
Must keep doing this. Keep fighting the devil.
Practice makes perfect.
11:54am
I saw a servant playing with his master's grandson. Or may be he was ordered to play cricket with the little child. It was hot and the servant was standing in the sunlight while the child was in the shades.
And I was thinking, should we order servants to do what we want them to do or should we consider them human too and ask them if they are willing to do it and for how long they can do it. Not force them.
I have discussed it and I believe that its only justice to deal according to later.
Slave or servants, request them and not order them.
If we deal justly, Allah will help us. And if we don't, Allah can easily give us to someone else as a servant or as a slave.
10:30am
We all get doubts. The devil has the power to fill us with doubts.
And when ever I get doubts, the moment I realize what is happening, I try to change my thought process.
"I seek refuge in Allah from Satan the outcast".
Then I start thinking of how powerful Allah is and what It can do. And what It did. And why It can not let that happen. Because of my good deeds.
Yes there are times when its not easy to concentrate, but I force myself. I repeat and repeat till I start believing it.
Today was one of those days. I was worried about someone. Doubts were eating me. I kept fighting. Kept showing myself the signs that I have been shown. It took few hours but now by the grace of Allah, I am at peace.
It takes time but its a need. Remembering Allah fills you with peace.
Must keep doing this. Keep fighting the devil.
Practice makes perfect.
11:54am
I saw a servant playing with his master's grandson. Or may be he was ordered to play cricket with the little child. It was hot and the servant was standing in the sunlight while the child was in the shades.
And I was thinking, should we order servants to do what we want them to do or should we consider them human too and ask them if they are willing to do it and for how long they can do it. Not force them.
I have discussed it and I believe that its only justice to deal according to later.
Slave or servants, request them and not order them.
If we deal justly, Allah will help us. And if we don't, Allah can easily give us to someone else as a servant or as a slave.
10:30am
"When Our Messengers came to Lut he was grieved on their account and felt himself powerless (to protect) them. He said: "This is a distressful day." And his people came unto him, running towards him and before then they used to commit abominations. He said: O my people! Here are my daughters! They are purer for you. Beware of Allah, and degrade me not in (the person of) my guests. Is there not among you any upright man? They said: "Well dost thou know we have no need of thy daughters: indeed thou knowest quite well what we want!"
He said: "Would that I had power to suppress you or that I could betake myself to some powerful support.""(11:77, 78, 79, 80).
My youngest brother wants to learn and wants to fight Zionists.
I told him to take it slowly and with time he will be ready but till then he has to wait.
If you are like him and want to fight the injustice in this world, do it wisely.
The Quranic way.
Progressive. Evolution.
And the above verse teaches that to us.
If you don't have the strength to fight someone, then don't. Wait. No need to commit suicide. When your good deeds will be enough, Allah is powerful enough to help you find a way. Quranic way. So if someone does injustice to you and you are not strong enough to fight back or if fighting back means going against the law, then don't. Curse them and insult them and wait. One day Allah will help you.
Yes the first thing is to find God and then Its right religion. Once thats done, read the book, test it and once your tests and observations prove its authenticity, only then believe in it. Follow the book according to your understandings and increase your good deeds. And the blessings in the form of the fulfillment of your wishes and more, will come as a result.
No need to run after that.
Just your good deeds and for that its very important that YOU know for sure what are the reasons/proof due to which you believe in what you believe.
Very important. Can't move on without that kind of believe.
So start asking questions and start looking for proves.
8:35am
Just got up.
Saw another dream.
I saw some people abducting some children. They were disguised as Arabs but looked like as if they weren't and were hiding there faces. And I was standing there. Then I get away from there and I wake up.
Who are they and for whom they are working I don't know.
But Naseem, India, USA and Israel are not the only ones I have messed with.
There are others.
Now it is evident that the Zionists have divided themselves. Blacks and Jews. Divide and rule.
So if the Jews are with Naseem, India, USA and Israel, then whom are Blacks deceiving by acting as their friends?
Arabs, China, EU and Pakistan?
I have been working on another network. Following are their names.
Mr. Fahad Rasheed(Customer Services dept., Berlitz, Shahra a Faisal, Karachi). His cell no. is 0301-8259033. Lives in Karachi.
Mr. Hajji Abdul Jabbar Paracha and his two sons one of them is Mr. Ibrahim Abdul Jabbar Paracha. They live in Karachi.
Mr. Ibrahim M Ali Paracha(my cousin).His cell no. is 0300-5845544 and lives in Peshawar.
The people who manage Al-Huda International.
And the following man who lives in Karachi and on Sundays plays football either in KMC Ground Kashmir rd. or Hockey ground Khalid bin Walid rd. He won't give me his name nor he would tell me where he lives. He was also reluctant to let me take his photo and while smiling, kept moving his head sideways so that the camera is unable to focus. But he gave in when he saw I was not giving up and was not happy about it. Fuck him.
Now they all may know each other or may not but it seems to me that they all work for the same side and I bet its either China or the Arabs, for the Black Zionists.
And I am being told they want to abduct me too.
I am quite famous, wouldn't you say.
: )
Fuck them.
My youngest brother wants to learn and wants to fight Zionists.
I told him to take it slowly and with time he will be ready but till then he has to wait.
If you are like him and want to fight the injustice in this world, do it wisely.
The Quranic way.
Progressive. Evolution.
And the above verse teaches that to us.
If you don't have the strength to fight someone, then don't. Wait. No need to commit suicide. When your good deeds will be enough, Allah is powerful enough to help you find a way. Quranic way. So if someone does injustice to you and you are not strong enough to fight back or if fighting back means going against the law, then don't. Curse them and insult them and wait. One day Allah will help you.
Yes the first thing is to find God and then Its right religion. Once thats done, read the book, test it and once your tests and observations prove its authenticity, only then believe in it. Follow the book according to your understandings and increase your good deeds. And the blessings in the form of the fulfillment of your wishes and more, will come as a result.
No need to run after that.
Just your good deeds and for that its very important that YOU know for sure what are the reasons/proof due to which you believe in what you believe.
Very important. Can't move on without that kind of believe.
So start asking questions and start looking for proves.
8:35am
Just got up.
Saw another dream.
I saw some people abducting some children. They were disguised as Arabs but looked like as if they weren't and were hiding there faces. And I was standing there. Then I get away from there and I wake up.
Who are they and for whom they are working I don't know.
But Naseem, India, USA and Israel are not the only ones I have messed with.
There are others.
Now it is evident that the Zionists have divided themselves. Blacks and Jews. Divide and rule.
So if the Jews are with Naseem, India, USA and Israel, then whom are Blacks deceiving by acting as their friends?
Arabs, China, EU and Pakistan?
I have been working on another network. Following are their names.
Mr. Fahad Rasheed(Customer Services dept., Berlitz, Shahra a Faisal, Karachi). His cell no. is 0301-8259033. Lives in Karachi.
Mr. Hajji Abdul Jabbar Paracha and his two sons one of them is Mr. Ibrahim Abdul Jabbar Paracha. They live in Karachi.
Mr. Ibrahim M Ali Paracha(my cousin).His cell no. is 0300-5845544 and lives in Peshawar.
The people who manage Al-Huda International.
And the following man who lives in Karachi and on Sundays plays football either in KMC Ground Kashmir rd. or Hockey ground Khalid bin Walid rd. He won't give me his name nor he would tell me where he lives. He was also reluctant to let me take his photo and while smiling, kept moving his head sideways so that the camera is unable to focus. But he gave in when he saw I was not giving up and was not happy about it. Fuck him.
Now they all may know each other or may not but it seems to me that they all work for the same side and I bet its either China or the Arabs, for the Black Zionists.
And I am being told they want to abduct me too.
I am quite famous, wouldn't you say.
: )
Fuck them.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 20th
March 07
8:30am
I have been followed for a long time now.
Now they have decided to abduct me.
I have been told to stay inside my house.
Fuck them.
I am told they would try to kill me while I am inside.
Fuck them once again. I am not going away that easily.
Fuck them all.
1:50pm
Yesterday I was coming back from watching "The Pirates of the Carabean" and saw two men standing on the side of M. A. Jinnah road, one of the busiest roads in Karachi and chatting. They had a bike and they were standing between the bike and the footpath. One was standing with the handle of the bike and the other was facing him and was standing with the rear of the bike.
As I approached them, the man who was facing me was talking with lots of enthusiasm and happiness. The other person too was listening with the same interest. Since they were standing facing each other, as I approached I could see only the face of one person and the back of the other.
The moment I saw them and their facial expressions, I knew they were pretending. The expressions were simply too much.
Over.
On that the person listening also had the expression as if he was just playing along. Forcing that smile.
Fuck.
And with that where they were standing also didn't felt right.
They were standing on the side of the road where there was nothing. What were they doing there except for following me.
They could have been waiting for a bus so that one of them could take it. But if that would have been the case, the driver, would have been standing with the handle of the bike as he was sitting in front and logically would get off and stand near the handle and the passenger would have been looking in the direction from where the buses were coming.
But here the man standing with the handle of the bike was facing in the direction from where the buses were coming and he wasn't paying attention to any of the buses. The other person didn't looked like he had a need to look backwards for a bus.
Usually when ever I am waiting for a bus I keep looking in the direction from where the buses are coming so that I could see the number of the bus that I need to catch, stop it and not miss it.
They were standing a bit far away from the bus stop and all the people standing at the bus stop were as usual looking towards the buses.
Fuck those bastards.
The buildings were on the other side of the road and they didn't seemed as if they were waiting for someone. I mean to build that much enthusiasm one needs to talk a little more than what they would have the time for if they would have been waiting for someone from the other side of the main road. They were standing and could have easily gone to the other side and sit and wait and talk with all the fucking enthusiasm they could muster, I would have not cared.
But those fuckards were the friends of the devil and Allah was strong enough to let me see all that.
About after fifteen or twenty steps away from them I suddenly stopped and turned back. To my surprise the who was facing me now, moved behind the whose back was towards me and the right at that moment the fucking son of a bitch mother fucker man whose back was towards me turned his head to the side and was probably trying to see me through that ugly, soon be fucked up, rotten and again ugly eye of his.
And thus it was evident that they were following me. The bastards couldn't keep up with my legs and had to use a bike to follow me around.
I moved on ignoring them. And then Allah blessed me with the idea of those bastards Zionists trying to resurrect a dead body through cloning.
Last night Allah showed me a dream in which Naseem hired two men to kill me or abduct me.
I just woke up about half an hour back from my midday nap and I was shown another dream in which I am trying to get hold of Naseem, I do and then I drag him to a place where there are people and in front of them I start shouting that he wanted to abduct me and kill me and then I beat the shit out of him.
After I woke up, I discussed it with my mother and my brother's wife. I told them about the dreams and the two men who were following me and said that Allah wants me to confront Naseem in the open so that the neighbors may too listen and know what Naseem was planning.
And so I did and the rest was history.
Well, if Jack Sparrow can have 99 lives, I can send at least 99+1 Zionists back to hell. That 1 is for Dajjaal.
Add rest of the Zionists to that.
I have been followed for a long time now.
Now they have decided to abduct me.
I have been told to stay inside my house.
Fuck them.
I am told they would try to kill me while I am inside.
Fuck them once again. I am not going away that easily.
Fuck them all.
1:50pm
Yesterday I was coming back from watching "The Pirates of the Carabean" and saw two men standing on the side of M. A. Jinnah road, one of the busiest roads in Karachi and chatting. They had a bike and they were standing between the bike and the footpath. One was standing with the handle of the bike and the other was facing him and was standing with the rear of the bike.
As I approached them, the man who was facing me was talking with lots of enthusiasm and happiness. The other person too was listening with the same interest. Since they were standing facing each other, as I approached I could see only the face of one person and the back of the other.
The moment I saw them and their facial expressions, I knew they were pretending. The expressions were simply too much.
Over.
On that the person listening also had the expression as if he was just playing along. Forcing that smile.
Fuck.
And with that where they were standing also didn't felt right.
They were standing on the side of the road where there was nothing. What were they doing there except for following me.
They could have been waiting for a bus so that one of them could take it. But if that would have been the case, the driver, would have been standing with the handle of the bike as he was sitting in front and logically would get off and stand near the handle and the passenger would have been looking in the direction from where the buses were coming.
But here the man standing with the handle of the bike was facing in the direction from where the buses were coming and he wasn't paying attention to any of the buses. The other person didn't looked like he had a need to look backwards for a bus.
Usually when ever I am waiting for a bus I keep looking in the direction from where the buses are coming so that I could see the number of the bus that I need to catch, stop it and not miss it.
They were standing a bit far away from the bus stop and all the people standing at the bus stop were as usual looking towards the buses.
Fuck those bastards.
The buildings were on the other side of the road and they didn't seemed as if they were waiting for someone. I mean to build that much enthusiasm one needs to talk a little more than what they would have the time for if they would have been waiting for someone from the other side of the main road. They were standing and could have easily gone to the other side and sit and wait and talk with all the fucking enthusiasm they could muster, I would have not cared.
But those fuckards were the friends of the devil and Allah was strong enough to let me see all that.
About after fifteen or twenty steps away from them I suddenly stopped and turned back. To my surprise the who was facing me now, moved behind the whose back was towards me and the right at that moment the fucking son of a bitch mother fucker man whose back was towards me turned his head to the side and was probably trying to see me through that ugly, soon be fucked up, rotten and again ugly eye of his.
And thus it was evident that they were following me. The bastards couldn't keep up with my legs and had to use a bike to follow me around.
I moved on ignoring them. And then Allah blessed me with the idea of those bastards Zionists trying to resurrect a dead body through cloning.
Last night Allah showed me a dream in which Naseem hired two men to kill me or abduct me.
I just woke up about half an hour back from my midday nap and I was shown another dream in which I am trying to get hold of Naseem, I do and then I drag him to a place where there are people and in front of them I start shouting that he wanted to abduct me and kill me and then I beat the shit out of him.
After I woke up, I discussed it with my mother and my brother's wife. I told them about the dreams and the two men who were following me and said that Allah wants me to confront Naseem in the open so that the neighbors may too listen and know what Naseem was planning.
And so I did and the rest was history.
Well, if Jack Sparrow can have 99 lives, I can send at least 99+1 Zionists back to hell. That 1 is for Dajjaal.
Add rest of the Zionists to that.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 19th
March 07
6:30pm
Clonning? Could they be hiding a body and through clonning bring it back to life?
I have reasons to believe thats the case.
I think all these wars and injustice business is just to hide that body. The got their hands on the Holy Grail by chance and that too became their weapon for more wars and injustice.
So that no one get the time to think and find out what they are upto?
Waiting for Clonning to be perfect and...?
You know that body, that one eyed god of there's, Dajjaal, I am going to shove all the Zionists up his ass with lots of elephants and then fill it with ants and seal the God dammit hole.
Hahahahahahahaha!
Clonning? Could they be hiding a body and through clonning bring it back to life?
I have reasons to believe thats the case.
I think all these wars and injustice business is just to hide that body. The got their hands on the Holy Grail by chance and that too became their weapon for more wars and injustice.
So that no one get the time to think and find out what they are upto?
Waiting for Clonning to be perfect and...?
You know that body, that one eyed god of there's, Dajjaal, I am going to shove all the Zionists up his ass with lots of elephants and then fill it with ants and seal the God dammit hole.
Hahahahahahahaha!
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 17th
March 07
10:45am
I love to read and I love to learn.
But Allah is above what I love. It has my heaven and to have that heaven here in this world, in my grave and from Dooms day to forever, I have to follow what It has ordered us in Quran.
I have recently started taking Photography seriously. And I spend from few minutes to few hours almost every day, to create art.
In Quran Allah tells us to praise It and to remember It, day and night.
I want to do that.
And when I go down in prostration, I want to think of just Allah and not of iPhone, colors or the Zionists.
I love internet and I love blogging and Photography. I blog because I have been given some knowledge and I don't want to keep it to myself. I take Photos because a picture is worth thousand words and because if I find beauty, I want to share it. For all this I have to research and read all that I find.
With this I also read ebooks.
All this takes time.
Also to remain in touch with the current world, I also read about Computers, Photography, my favorite personalities and Jiahd(US, Israel, Pakistan and President Gloria MustBePagal Arroyo and her two slaves)
So thats alot. It all got accumulated over time before I could know what was happening. But now I feel I am trying to keep up. Not good.
I don't have time to get bored and just sit and do nothing anymore for the past month or so. And when I sit and do nothing, I remember I should be praising and remembering Allah day and night. And its then when I start to praise and remember It without any other thought or worry in my mind.
Truely It's.
Yesterday my sister was bored and asked me what I was doing. With all this work since I started Photography, I was feeling a bit burnt out and needed to escape and be with my friend. So I told her that I am going to visit a friend, knowing very well that she asked because she wanted to enjoy time with me and I didn't felt like it.
Five minutes out the door and I realised what I have done. After Allah, my family is my priority. I had no commitment with my friend and I could have easily given up the idea meeting him to be with my little sister and to help her get out of boredom.
And all this made me think.
I asked for forgiveness and good thing that in Islam mistakes are forgiven and sins are not. I realized and I asked forgiveness.
Where am I heading with all this. Hell?
And I talk about heaven.
And Islam orders us to be happy in little. To help those who need help in becoming great faithfuls and thus hlep Allah. And not to give up.
And I asked myself What is it that is enough? Why am I knocking at hell's doors?
Blogging and Photography are important and so are ebooks but not news.
I do alot of research work for my blog and I can learn alot about whats happening in the world. And if you are a regular reader of my blog you would agree that most of my discoveries about the Zionists came about because Allah showed me something that didn't felt right and I started a search on the net to find out why.
So if It can help me see things, It can also arrange for me to be present where It wants me to see, read or hear something that does not fits right and It wants me to fix it. And fix it I will with your help.
And also remember, I am not the only one who needs to correct this world. There are other faithfuls and there can always be more. Something for every one.
And I will read what is up at Apple.com(can't give up iPhone, after all she loves me ; ) and news.Goggle.com to know about Arnold Schwarzenegger, Steve Jobs, President General Pervez Musharraf, Linux and the Zionists
And It is powerful enough to make me feel like missing my dear iPhone and killing the Zionists and I would start googling.
Lets test the most Powerful.
12pm
I was at the bank earlier and I deposited the money that I got from the sale of my father's land into my account.
In the bank it was abit hot or may be I was feeling like that since I walked to the bank and I was wearing black. So I just wanted to get this done and go back home.
So I did everything in a hurry and made some mistakes. The most prominent was that while applying for an ATM card, I gave the wrong account number. The lady was very nice and pointed out that since I deposited some money in my account just now, I better check if I gave the right account number or not.
I had copied the number from the deposit book that I used when I was here last time. So I must have made a mistake there too.
I went back to the person who received the money from me and asked him to check the account number. To my amazement, the number was correct even though I had copied it from the same deposite book that I used to copy my account number while applying for an ATM card.
Yes, you or some of you would say that I should be careful and be very, very careful as I was depositing Rs.149,545. They might have ended somewhere else.
Wait a minute and I will tell you why you are wrong.
Later in the afternoon I was watching the movie 'Blood Daimond' and in it a man who was hidding in the bushes from some people who wanted to kill him, saw a car go by and thought his abducted son was in that car with those who watned to kill him. So he called his name out and he was wrong. The poeple in the car were bad and started shooting in his direction. Emotions and chemicals took over.
And I asked myself if he did the right thing or wrong not.
Some of you would say that he was wrong. He should have waited.
But I would say its not about being wrong or right. Its about being a faithful or a sinner.
In Quran Allah say that,
I love to read and I love to learn.
But Allah is above what I love. It has my heaven and to have that heaven here in this world, in my grave and from Dooms day to forever, I have to follow what It has ordered us in Quran.
I have recently started taking Photography seriously. And I spend from few minutes to few hours almost every day, to create art.
In Quran Allah tells us to praise It and to remember It, day and night.
I want to do that.
And when I go down in prostration, I want to think of just Allah and not of iPhone, colors or the Zionists.
I love internet and I love blogging and Photography. I blog because I have been given some knowledge and I don't want to keep it to myself. I take Photos because a picture is worth thousand words and because if I find beauty, I want to share it. For all this I have to research and read all that I find.
With this I also read ebooks.
All this takes time.
Also to remain in touch with the current world, I also read about Computers, Photography, my favorite personalities and Jiahd(US, Israel, Pakistan and President Gloria MustBePagal Arroyo and her two slaves)
So thats alot. It all got accumulated over time before I could know what was happening. But now I feel I am trying to keep up. Not good.
I don't have time to get bored and just sit and do nothing anymore for the past month or so. And when I sit and do nothing, I remember I should be praising and remembering Allah day and night. And its then when I start to praise and remember It without any other thought or worry in my mind.
Truely It's.
Yesterday my sister was bored and asked me what I was doing. With all this work since I started Photography, I was feeling a bit burnt out and needed to escape and be with my friend. So I told her that I am going to visit a friend, knowing very well that she asked because she wanted to enjoy time with me and I didn't felt like it.
Five minutes out the door and I realised what I have done. After Allah, my family is my priority. I had no commitment with my friend and I could have easily given up the idea meeting him to be with my little sister and to help her get out of boredom.
And all this made me think.
I asked for forgiveness and good thing that in Islam mistakes are forgiven and sins are not. I realized and I asked forgiveness.
Where am I heading with all this. Hell?
And I talk about heaven.
And Islam orders us to be happy in little. To help those who need help in becoming great faithfuls and thus hlep Allah. And not to give up.
And I asked myself What is it that is enough? Why am I knocking at hell's doors?
Blogging and Photography are important and so are ebooks but not news.
I do alot of research work for my blog and I can learn alot about whats happening in the world. And if you are a regular reader of my blog you would agree that most of my discoveries about the Zionists came about because Allah showed me something that didn't felt right and I started a search on the net to find out why.
So if It can help me see things, It can also arrange for me to be present where It wants me to see, read or hear something that does not fits right and It wants me to fix it. And fix it I will with your help.
And also remember, I am not the only one who needs to correct this world. There are other faithfuls and there can always be more. Something for every one.
And I will read what is up at Apple.com(can't give up iPhone, after all she loves me ; ) and news.Goggle.com to know about Arnold Schwarzenegger, Steve Jobs, President General Pervez Musharraf, Linux and the Zionists
And It is powerful enough to make me feel like missing my dear iPhone and killing the Zionists and I would start googling.
Lets test the most Powerful.
12pm
I was at the bank earlier and I deposited the money that I got from the sale of my father's land into my account.
In the bank it was abit hot or may be I was feeling like that since I walked to the bank and I was wearing black. So I just wanted to get this done and go back home.
So I did everything in a hurry and made some mistakes. The most prominent was that while applying for an ATM card, I gave the wrong account number. The lady was very nice and pointed out that since I deposited some money in my account just now, I better check if I gave the right account number or not.
I had copied the number from the deposit book that I used when I was here last time. So I must have made a mistake there too.
I went back to the person who received the money from me and asked him to check the account number. To my amazement, the number was correct even though I had copied it from the same deposite book that I used to copy my account number while applying for an ATM card.
Yes, you or some of you would say that I should be careful and be very, very careful as I was depositing Rs.149,545. They might have ended somewhere else.
Wait a minute and I will tell you why you are wrong.
Later in the afternoon I was watching the movie 'Blood Daimond' and in it a man who was hidding in the bushes from some people who wanted to kill him, saw a car go by and thought his abducted son was in that car with those who watned to kill him. So he called his name out and he was wrong. The poeple in the car were bad and started shooting in his direction. Emotions and chemicals took over.
And I asked myself if he did the right thing or wrong not.
Some of you would say that he was wrong. He should have waited.
But I would say its not about being wrong or right. Its about being a faithful or a sinner.
In Quran Allah say that,
"The prayer that man should make for good he maketh for evil: for man is given to hasty (deeds)."(17:11)
Yes, we human are hasty. We are made that way.
Allah also says that we think little and we have been given little knowledge, because of that it orders us to discuss before acting and pray,
Yes, we human are hasty. We are made that way.
Allah also says that we think little and we have been given little knowledge, because of that it orders us to discuss before acting and pray,
"O ye who believe! when ye hold secret counsel do it not for iniquity and hostility and disobedience to the Prophet; but do it for righteousness and self-restraint; and fear Allah to whom ye shall be brought back."(58:9)
and
and
"And those who answer the call of their Lord and establish worship, who (conduct) their affairs by mutual Consultation, and who spend of what We have bestowed on them,"(42:38)
It is also said in the Quran that,
It is also said in the Quran that,
"And if We cause man to taste some mercy from Us and afterward withdraw it from him, lo! he is despairing, thankless."(11:9)
Yes by nature we are weak, hasty, ignorant, think little and thankless by nature. We are made that way. Its our destiny to be like that. To make mistakes.
And since we are like that, why worry and try to prevent it. Yes if you see that you are about to commit a sin(not necessarilly what is considered wrong by others), stop yourself. But don't fear mistakes. Let them happen. Be hasty when its not a sin. If you commited a mistake, just ask forgiveness rather than letting you ego defend you.
You will enjoy life more.
Literally free.
2pm
If the zionists are trying to resurrect the dead and are waiting for the right time, could it be a Jidnn.
I mean after all they are too Allah's creation. They have a very long life span and they can normally do things which we humans will call magic or some psychological problem.
I will definitely research on this.
Yes by nature we are weak, hasty, ignorant, think little and thankless by nature. We are made that way. Its our destiny to be like that. To make mistakes.
And since we are like that, why worry and try to prevent it. Yes if you see that you are about to commit a sin(not necessarilly what is considered wrong by others), stop yourself. But don't fear mistakes. Let them happen. Be hasty when its not a sin. If you commited a mistake, just ask forgiveness rather than letting you ego defend you.
You will enjoy life more.
Literally free.
2pm
If the zionists are trying to resurrect the dead and are waiting for the right time, could it be a Jidnn.
I mean after all they are too Allah's creation. They have a very long life span and they can normally do things which we humans will call magic or some psychological problem.
I will definitely research on this.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 16th
March 07
8am
Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger’s 2007-08 Budget includes $66.3 billion fund for K-12 education programs(via AllAmericanPatriots.com). He wants to help and he is hleping.
Here is what he has to say about the education system of one of the most advanced, civilized and morden country in the world.
Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger’s 2007-08 Budget includes $66.3 billion fund for K-12 education programs(via AllAmericanPatriots.com). He wants to help and he is hleping.
Here is what he has to say about the education system of one of the most advanced, civilized and morden country in the world.
“Today’s studies need to be taken very seriously by everyone in the education debate. If we hope to give our children the world class education they deserve, then we need real education reform. I have long advocated for more transparency in our schools, more flexibility for our education leaders and more information for our parents. This is just a starting point for what I hope will be a renewed focus in the Legislature on increasing student achievement with needed reform.”
Yes the educational institutes through out the world lack all this and I agree with him whole heartedly. Also add Apple products to that list and they are the best, just read this article on iPhone and you will know what I am talking about.
; )
If we want to defeat the Zionists we will have to guide our youth in the right direction. Guide our future in the right direction.
8:34am
I was on my way to the grave yard and passed the Pakistan Sports Board Coaching Center it wasn't what it should have been.
The current government is doing alot to improve the state of youth in this country and I think they should change and improve the PSB Coaching center too.
Its about youth and the youth wants future, give them that. Make it all advanced and futuristic. There is a project www.goaish.com but thats not enough. The PSBCC should be ten times of that and should be free.
Spread the awareness of exercise and make the PSBCC the center of youth's talks. Not night clubs, sex or sucide bomber's Islam.
Yes PSBCC and libraries should be as glamorous as night clubs and as satisfying as sex.
Reward with style.
And don't forget and keep it in mind, that the youth is our future.
Yes the educational institutes through out the world lack all this and I agree with him whole heartedly. Also add Apple products to that list and they are the best, just read this article on iPhone and you will know what I am talking about.
; )
If we want to defeat the Zionists we will have to guide our youth in the right direction. Guide our future in the right direction.
8:34am
I was on my way to the grave yard and passed the Pakistan Sports Board Coaching Center it wasn't what it should have been.
The current government is doing alot to improve the state of youth in this country and I think they should change and improve the PSB Coaching center too.
Its about youth and the youth wants future, give them that. Make it all advanced and futuristic. There is a project www.goaish.com but thats not enough. The PSBCC should be ten times of that and should be free.
Spread the awareness of exercise and make the PSBCC the center of youth's talks. Not night clubs, sex or sucide bomber's Islam.
Yes PSBCC and libraries should be as glamorous as night clubs and as satisfying as sex.
Reward with style.
And don't forget and keep it in mind, that the youth is our future.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 15th
March 07
9:45pm
I thought it were those two men controling President Gloria MustBePagal Arroyo. Now my contacts deep in the Zionist's circle tell me that its the other way round.
Hmm! that Ms. MustBePagal is controling the two men who are controling all the evil in this world. Deos she gets herself fucked by the devil or what. I mean what the fuck is she.
But then my research through internet on these two men tells me that the two men are controlling two groups. One good and one bad. In every fight there is always a good and a bad. Ok sometimes its between Good and Good and bad and bad. But the point is they are trying to control everything. They create conflicts and in each conflict they side with both opponents and make them do what they want them to do while each opponent considers them their friend and their enemies enemy. But in reality the two men are friends to each other.
Divide and rule.
Its like its one group and they have divided themselves to ensure their own survival. They fight and create conflicts so that no one has the time to think about them.
Survival?
Why?
Holy Grail?
May be.
But what if Holy Grail too is something to hide something else. I mean what if the suspense and the curiosity created around Holy Grail is something to hide something far more important to them.
Paganism?
Magic?
The one eye concept?
Dajjal? Their God with one eye who will be the biggest Magician ever. Do they want magic to survive. Their religion? People were executed for practicing magic, are they afraid of that.
I was out taking photos, and next to the gate of an apartment building, I saw a notice that read that this building was constructed in an illegal way and its owner must come forward and answer for their actions.
Now in my area its illegal to build apartments. But there are many. And I have seen many such buildings/apartments whose owners were given notices, then a part of the building was destroyed, money was taken and the building was allowed to be constructed.
A joke.
All for money.
Its a mafia behind it.
But thats not what caught my eye.
The notice stated that the complaint was made by some one named, Miab Tariq Paganwala. Paganwala?
In urdu word 'wala' means, someone who owns something.
Pagan-wala, meaning someone who owns pagan or paganism.
Now this man could be any one or he could be a member of the construction mafia who first let people create buildings in illegal ways and then once the building is made they complaint and the owner has to bribe his way out of it since he can't domolish every thing to create a new design.
Could this be someone big? Who is this Paganwala? I bet I know who he is working for and all this bribe money is going out to strengthen them. They have penetrated or owned all the places from where money can be shifted to make them strong. Governments, NGO's and mafias.
BTW, my contact in the Zionist's circle is no one other than Allah. Just felt like 007 saying it that way.
: )
1:15pm
So whats the solution to this "Money Laundering".
Money is being shifted from all over the world to protect them and to strengthen them.
All the expenditures of governments and NGOs should be visible to the people. It should be so open that every penny could be easily and with surity be accounted for.
What, do I hear its not possible.
Don't worry, its not impossible.
You know why?
Because I am going to fuck them and then again and again, till no one is left.
I will kill them and their religion forever.
Middle finger.
And do what ever you can, I am not going to give up.
; )
Hahahahahahahahaha!
2:45pm
I was just watching The Mummy and a thought occured to me.
Could this Dajjaal, this magician God of the Zoinist's, was some man in the past and they want to bring him back. Hmm! Could it be. Is that what Israel is all about.
I will definitely research on this if Allah wishes. Lets see what I find.
I thought it were those two men controling President Gloria MustBePagal Arroyo. Now my contacts deep in the Zionist's circle tell me that its the other way round.
Hmm! that Ms. MustBePagal is controling the two men who are controling all the evil in this world. Deos she gets herself fucked by the devil or what. I mean what the fuck is she.
But then my research through internet on these two men tells me that the two men are controlling two groups. One good and one bad. In every fight there is always a good and a bad. Ok sometimes its between Good and Good and bad and bad. But the point is they are trying to control everything. They create conflicts and in each conflict they side with both opponents and make them do what they want them to do while each opponent considers them their friend and their enemies enemy. But in reality the two men are friends to each other.
Divide and rule.
Its like its one group and they have divided themselves to ensure their own survival. They fight and create conflicts so that no one has the time to think about them.
Survival?
Why?
Holy Grail?
May be.
But what if Holy Grail too is something to hide something else. I mean what if the suspense and the curiosity created around Holy Grail is something to hide something far more important to them.
Paganism?
Magic?
The one eye concept?
Dajjal? Their God with one eye who will be the biggest Magician ever. Do they want magic to survive. Their religion? People were executed for practicing magic, are they afraid of that.
I was out taking photos, and next to the gate of an apartment building, I saw a notice that read that this building was constructed in an illegal way and its owner must come forward and answer for their actions.
Now in my area its illegal to build apartments. But there are many. And I have seen many such buildings/apartments whose owners were given notices, then a part of the building was destroyed, money was taken and the building was allowed to be constructed.
A joke.
All for money.
Its a mafia behind it.
But thats not what caught my eye.
The notice stated that the complaint was made by some one named, Miab Tariq Paganwala. Paganwala?
In urdu word 'wala' means, someone who owns something.
Pagan-wala, meaning someone who owns pagan or paganism.
Now this man could be any one or he could be a member of the construction mafia who first let people create buildings in illegal ways and then once the building is made they complaint and the owner has to bribe his way out of it since he can't domolish every thing to create a new design.
Could this be someone big? Who is this Paganwala? I bet I know who he is working for and all this bribe money is going out to strengthen them. They have penetrated or owned all the places from where money can be shifted to make them strong. Governments, NGO's and mafias.
BTW, my contact in the Zionist's circle is no one other than Allah. Just felt like 007 saying it that way.
: )
1:15pm
So whats the solution to this "Money Laundering".
Money is being shifted from all over the world to protect them and to strengthen them.
All the expenditures of governments and NGOs should be visible to the people. It should be so open that every penny could be easily and with surity be accounted for.
What, do I hear its not possible.
Don't worry, its not impossible.
You know why?
Because I am going to fuck them and then again and again, till no one is left.
I will kill them and their religion forever.
Middle finger.
And do what ever you can, I am not going to give up.
; )
Hahahahahahahahaha!
2:45pm
I was just watching The Mummy and a thought occured to me.
Could this Dajjaal, this magician God of the Zoinist's, was some man in the past and they want to bring him back. Hmm! Could it be. Is that what Israel is all about.
I will definitely research on this if Allah wishes. Lets see what I find.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 12th
March 07
12:30pm
Its spreading.
The Japanese government has decided to use linux in it's schools. Read the details here.
Its spreading.
The Japanese government has decided to use linux in it's schools. Read the details here.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 11th
March 07
9:49am
I love Firefox and Open Source as they make life so easy. And because of that right now I am dancing all over the place, smilling and lightly slapping my thigh as if I just won a chocolate bar and other kids didn't.
I will tell you why.
I use the Menu Editor extension for Firefox to edit my context menu. This way I don't have to go through Firefox menus and every thing that I need is just a 'Right Click' away. It also allows me to move menu items from Firefox menus into to context menu. Due to this functionality I can now remove all those toolbars at the top of Firefox window and just have everything that won't fit in context menu in my menu bar.
My menu, tools and url/search bar.
And thats not all, Menu Editor also allows me to place all the context menu items in alphabetical order. That way when I right click, I don't have to search through a long list of menu items. If I am looking for 'Save image in folder' menu item, all I have to do is to move down the list to 'S' and find the item there. Its save alot of time and prevents you from getting confused and furstrated. Now I am thinking of moving those items that I use alot to the top or bottom, that way I won't even have to search for them.
I right clicked on an image that was linked to another document. This gives me the longest context menu and I wanted to show you what a blessing it is.
My Context Menu in alphabetical order.
Now for the dance and smile part.
To get the alphabeitcal order I had to place all the items manually in alphabetical order. Menu Editor does not does that for you. It took about ten minutes and it wasn't easy but it was worth it.
But this made me think that every time I have to install Firefox, I will have to do this. That I thought was something I should search about and find a solution, so that I don't have to repeat this and just back up the settings.
Well guess what, in the Firefox profile forlder there is a file named 'menueditor.rdf', just back up that file every time you make changes or re-install Firefox. In my case the path was "C:\Documents and Settings\Neoxeekhrobe\Application Data\Mozilla\Firefox\Profiles\pejcipao.default\menuedit.rdf"
9:58pm
I don't know what to say.
I feel sleepy but I also feel so alone.
I hear the former Pakistan Cricket team's captain Mr. Imran Khan asking me through an FM station,
"Keep a big heart".
The music is running and I know that feeling depressed is one of the tools of the devil through which it misleads us. But then there are chemicals that you can't control.
So Quran says that when faithfulls sense that the devil is attacking they say,
"I seek refuge in Allah from Satan the outcast".
And It reminds me of how much It loves me. And its only then that I see that It won't let me down. Won't give up on me.
Won't be wrong with me untill and unless I commit a sin.
The chemicals are clearing and a smile is taking over Devil's tools.
The music slows down and the wordings are,
"How much I love you, today I found how much".
Does It loves me only because I take care of my health? Because I spend on my needs and to make my life easier? Because I don't doubt and thus am not wrong and don't get insulted for blaming someone wrongly or get weaker by losing someone trust worthy?
I want to ask more questions but the point is that all that that is in Q'uran is one way or the other for our own good and it blesses us, loves us and remembers us for what we would have done any way.
Does It rewards us because we rewarded ourselves?
What a dream world. What a heaven.
What can be more perfect?
Why wait?
Just accept It and soon there will be no pain and no fear.
And I don't feel that alone. I feel smilling. I love QWERTY keypad on my P990i and the tunes are flying with me.
ZZZzzzz!
I love Firefox and Open Source as they make life so easy. And because of that right now I am dancing all over the place, smilling and lightly slapping my thigh as if I just won a chocolate bar and other kids didn't.
I will tell you why.
I use the Menu Editor extension for Firefox to edit my context menu. This way I don't have to go through Firefox menus and every thing that I need is just a 'Right Click' away. It also allows me to move menu items from Firefox menus into to context menu. Due to this functionality I can now remove all those toolbars at the top of Firefox window and just have everything that won't fit in context menu in my menu bar.
My menu, tools and url/search bar.
And thats not all, Menu Editor also allows me to place all the context menu items in alphabetical order. That way when I right click, I don't have to search through a long list of menu items. If I am looking for 'Save image in folder' menu item, all I have to do is to move down the list to 'S' and find the item there. Its save alot of time and prevents you from getting confused and furstrated. Now I am thinking of moving those items that I use alot to the top or bottom, that way I won't even have to search for them.
I right clicked on an image that was linked to another document. This gives me the longest context menu and I wanted to show you what a blessing it is.
My Context Menu in alphabetical order.
Now for the dance and smile part.
To get the alphabeitcal order I had to place all the items manually in alphabetical order. Menu Editor does not does that for you. It took about ten minutes and it wasn't easy but it was worth it.
But this made me think that every time I have to install Firefox, I will have to do this. That I thought was something I should search about and find a solution, so that I don't have to repeat this and just back up the settings.
Well guess what, in the Firefox profile forlder there is a file named 'menueditor.rdf', just back up that file every time you make changes or re-install Firefox. In my case the path was "C:\Documents and Settings\Neoxeekhrobe\Application Data\Mozilla\Firefox\Profiles\pejcipao.default\menuedit.rdf"
9:58pm
I don't know what to say.
I feel sleepy but I also feel so alone.
I hear the former Pakistan Cricket team's captain Mr. Imran Khan asking me through an FM station,
"Keep a big heart".
The music is running and I know that feeling depressed is one of the tools of the devil through which it misleads us. But then there are chemicals that you can't control.
So Quran says that when faithfulls sense that the devil is attacking they say,
"I seek refuge in Allah from Satan the outcast".
And It reminds me of how much It loves me. And its only then that I see that It won't let me down. Won't give up on me.
Won't be wrong with me untill and unless I commit a sin.
The chemicals are clearing and a smile is taking over Devil's tools.
The music slows down and the wordings are,
"How much I love you, today I found how much".
Does It loves me only because I take care of my health? Because I spend on my needs and to make my life easier? Because I don't doubt and thus am not wrong and don't get insulted for blaming someone wrongly or get weaker by losing someone trust worthy?
I want to ask more questions but the point is that all that that is in Q'uran is one way or the other for our own good and it blesses us, loves us and remembers us for what we would have done any way.
Does It rewards us because we rewarded ourselves?
What a dream world. What a heaven.
What can be more perfect?
Why wait?
Just accept It and soon there will be no pain and no fear.
And I don't feel that alone. I feel smilling. I love QWERTY keypad on my P990i and the tunes are flying with me.
ZZZzzzz!
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 10th
March 07
5:20am
I woke up few minutes back.
Another dream.
This time I saw my father's dog brother Naseem and that bitch wife of his meeting some one.
That person wore glasses, had a beard and was old. He was carrying a camera.
I am standing there too and I am trying to tell the man with the camera what Naseem and his whore are.
But he doesn't listens to me and does what they tell him.
And then I see a salve with torn clothes in place of that old person, crying and screaming.
I have already told you about my french teacher Mr. Saifullah Sheikh. Let me tell you about my Photography teacher Mr. Rahmatullah Khan. He is very fond of nudity and Pronography. He openly advocates them.
He is a very big liar and he accepts it.
With that he loves to insult muslims and Islam. And he has been constantly insulting my believes since day one. Infact once I talked about Quran and he said that is all bullshit.
But for the last two classes, he hasn't insulted Islam and Quran.
Infact yesterday I said that the solution to the problems of the people of Pakistan is that that we have two different laws and school of thoughts. British/Western and Shariat(Islamic law)/cultural Islam(Scholar/elder version of Islam). The government needs to make one law.
And astonishingly, he didn't said anything and started thinking something.
Someone who is so eager to promote his atheism and has no respect what so ever for other people's believes and feelings and till two days back it felt it was his most important aim in life to convert you into an atheist, Why won't he be happy when he saw you insulting Islamic scholars and elders. Rather than being elated, he starts to think.
Why?
My french teacher Mr. Saifullah Sheikh kept starring at me during our second class. In first class he was normal. After that during class he would ignore me. But one day I came early and we two were alone and we started to have a conversation. During that conversation, right out of the blue he said that he did not believed in miracles. ???. We weren't talking about miracles. It seemed as if he was eager to talk about miracles. May be about my dreams.
Why?
Now that I have been shown the dream and have been guided, thinking of the events in this light, doesn't leaves a single doubt in my mind that my Photography teacher Mr. Rahmatullah khan the liar who is old and has many cameras and my French teacher Mr. Saifullah Sheikh who wears glasses, has a beard and is is not rich, are Zionist slaves.
Fuck them.
4:41pm
Its seems to me that the Zionists are very keen on using magic.
Its their religion.
Their God.
Could that be a god with one eye(Dajjaal)?
Anyway, they want to promote magic as a good and fun thing, we should do the opposite.
If you can, make magic look like what it really is. Bad. Unhealthy. Unjust. Unhuman. Cruel. Barbaric. Villain. Devil. Scary. Extremism. Unnatural.
And those who practice it as villains, devils, barbarians, extremists, fundamentalists, evil, cheaters, criminals and above all, worst than animals.
Denounce and reject all that makes magic look good, like Harry Potter and Alaadin(building their armies from among us. Our Children).
Because, magicians should be punished by Death.
I woke up few minutes back.
Another dream.
This time I saw my father's dog brother Naseem and that bitch wife of his meeting some one.
That person wore glasses, had a beard and was old. He was carrying a camera.
I am standing there too and I am trying to tell the man with the camera what Naseem and his whore are.
But he doesn't listens to me and does what they tell him.
And then I see a salve with torn clothes in place of that old person, crying and screaming.
I have already told you about my french teacher Mr. Saifullah Sheikh. Let me tell you about my Photography teacher Mr. Rahmatullah Khan. He is very fond of nudity and Pronography. He openly advocates them.
He is a very big liar and he accepts it.
With that he loves to insult muslims and Islam. And he has been constantly insulting my believes since day one. Infact once I talked about Quran and he said that is all bullshit.
But for the last two classes, he hasn't insulted Islam and Quran.
Infact yesterday I said that the solution to the problems of the people of Pakistan is that that we have two different laws and school of thoughts. British/Western and Shariat(Islamic law)/cultural Islam(Scholar/elder version of Islam). The government needs to make one law.
And astonishingly, he didn't said anything and started thinking something.
Someone who is so eager to promote his atheism and has no respect what so ever for other people's believes and feelings and till two days back it felt it was his most important aim in life to convert you into an atheist, Why won't he be happy when he saw you insulting Islamic scholars and elders. Rather than being elated, he starts to think.
Why?
My french teacher Mr. Saifullah Sheikh kept starring at me during our second class. In first class he was normal. After that during class he would ignore me. But one day I came early and we two were alone and we started to have a conversation. During that conversation, right out of the blue he said that he did not believed in miracles. ???. We weren't talking about miracles. It seemed as if he was eager to talk about miracles. May be about my dreams.
Why?
Now that I have been shown the dream and have been guided, thinking of the events in this light, doesn't leaves a single doubt in my mind that my Photography teacher Mr. Rahmatullah khan the liar who is old and has many cameras and my French teacher Mr. Saifullah Sheikh who wears glasses, has a beard and is is not rich, are Zionist slaves.
Fuck them.
4:41pm
Its seems to me that the Zionists are very keen on using magic.
Its their religion.
Their God.
Could that be a god with one eye(Dajjaal)?
Anyway, they want to promote magic as a good and fun thing, we should do the opposite.
If you can, make magic look like what it really is. Bad. Unhealthy. Unjust. Unhuman. Cruel. Barbaric. Villain. Devil. Scary. Extremism. Unnatural.
And those who practice it as villains, devils, barbarians, extremists, fundamentalists, evil, cheaters, criminals and above all, worst than animals.
Denounce and reject all that makes magic look good, like Harry Potter and Alaadin(building their armies from among us. Our Children).
Because, magicians should be punished by Death.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 9th
March 07
6:18am
Still can't get logged in.
Still can't get logged in.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 8th
March 07
7:36am
I dont know where or when but I have seen or heard many times stories in which women pin their hopes on a man who is just their friend or may be boyfriend.
And if that man or boyfriend has to leave them to persue a better future, if promised, sincere women will wait.
Sometimes they are forgotten.
In Q'uran we are told to stay away from adultery.
I was just thinking that this is one hell of a good reason not to accept friendship between men and women.
Keep doing good deeds and Allah is best of arranger of things and our future.
10am
Right now I am sipping pepsi and typing this entry.
I have more than Rs.5000 and I can't eat any thing.
I want quality food. KFC and Mcdonald are closed and I don't want to eat at small restaurants and stalls.
Their looks give me the impression that they MIGHT not be using quilty food.
So I am hungry.
And I was thinking money or no money, if Allah doesn't wants us to do any thing we won't be able to go against It's will.
And if It wants to provide you with food, it won't be difficult for you to earn money or get invited.
And so It decided to give food even though I was unable to find quality food.
It made me realise that I was commiting two mistskes and if I insisted on them they would be considered sins.
I am in a muslim country and should not doubt the government for letting people sell wrong products.
And because of that I was limiting my fun and enforcing on myself unnecessary restrictions. Another sin.
So I am going to get up now, pay for the drink, go out to the nearest stall and eat a sandwich.
Good quality or not, I will not commit a sin or two and my good deeds will be used by Allah to protect me from any side effects of any unhealthy food I may consume thinking well of the government and the people.
Yes I can ask but I don't want to do that because I will ask only when I am doubtful without a reason. Looks are decieving. A small stall does not mean cheap or unhealthy food. Untill and unless I see the owner selling stuff about which I know that it is 100% unhealthy. And I don't think asking all the time will be that easy.
Trust the Mighty and yes all will be good.
Food look out here I come.
Mmmm!
I dont know where or when but I have seen or heard many times stories in which women pin their hopes on a man who is just their friend or may be boyfriend.
And if that man or boyfriend has to leave them to persue a better future, if promised, sincere women will wait.
Sometimes they are forgotten.
In Q'uran we are told to stay away from adultery.
I was just thinking that this is one hell of a good reason not to accept friendship between men and women.
Keep doing good deeds and Allah is best of arranger of things and our future.
10am
Right now I am sipping pepsi and typing this entry.
I have more than Rs.5000 and I can't eat any thing.
I want quality food. KFC and Mcdonald are closed and I don't want to eat at small restaurants and stalls.
Their looks give me the impression that they MIGHT not be using quilty food.
So I am hungry.
And I was thinking money or no money, if Allah doesn't wants us to do any thing we won't be able to go against It's will.
And if It wants to provide you with food, it won't be difficult for you to earn money or get invited.
And so It decided to give food even though I was unable to find quality food.
It made me realise that I was commiting two mistskes and if I insisted on them they would be considered sins.
I am in a muslim country and should not doubt the government for letting people sell wrong products.
And because of that I was limiting my fun and enforcing on myself unnecessary restrictions. Another sin.
So I am going to get up now, pay for the drink, go out to the nearest stall and eat a sandwich.
Good quality or not, I will not commit a sin or two and my good deeds will be used by Allah to protect me from any side effects of any unhealthy food I may consume thinking well of the government and the people.
Yes I can ask but I don't want to do that because I will ask only when I am doubtful without a reason. Looks are decieving. A small stall does not mean cheap or unhealthy food. Untill and unless I see the owner selling stuff about which I know that it is 100% unhealthy. And I don't think asking all the time will be that easy.
Trust the Mighty and yes all will be good.
Food look out here I come.
Mmmm!
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 7th
March 07
2:55pm
Some one on the internet called us Mac and Apple lovers, cult freaks.
And I started laughing.
They don't know. They just don't know.
5:38pm
I just talked to someone who seems to be a nice guy and will probably end up being my friend if Allah wishes.
He just told me that he has been in Karachi for three years and he and his wife have gone out just a couple of times.
He has been to seaside twice.
That is truely disturbing.
He works nine to seven and as the othe victims of Zionists, he doesn't gets enough time to enjoy.
According to him, he wants to earn money while he is young and will enjoy that money when he is old.
He ain't that well off.
But still, who calls evening in a chair(when you are old), enjoyment. I mean thats what he does right now.
What surety does he has that he will even live that long?
And even if he does, will he be able to break his habit of work and learn how to enjoy?
I doubt that.
I wanted to help and tell him to enjoy all the time.
Be happy.
But no.
Slowly.
Evolution.
I will remain on his side and let Allah show him why I am right and he is wrong.
He should see himself and he will when he is ready.
I will only pray as I myself need guidance just like him.
Some one on the internet called us Mac and Apple lovers, cult freaks.
And I started laughing.
They don't know. They just don't know.
5:38pm
I just talked to someone who seems to be a nice guy and will probably end up being my friend if Allah wishes.
He just told me that he has been in Karachi for three years and he and his wife have gone out just a couple of times.
He has been to seaside twice.
That is truely disturbing.
He works nine to seven and as the othe victims of Zionists, he doesn't gets enough time to enjoy.
According to him, he wants to earn money while he is young and will enjoy that money when he is old.
He ain't that well off.
But still, who calls evening in a chair(when you are old), enjoyment. I mean thats what he does right now.
What surety does he has that he will even live that long?
And even if he does, will he be able to break his habit of work and learn how to enjoy?
I doubt that.
I wanted to help and tell him to enjoy all the time.
Be happy.
But no.
Slowly.
Evolution.
I will remain on his side and let Allah show him why I am right and he is wrong.
He should see himself and he will when he is ready.
I will only pray as I myself need guidance just like him.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 6th
March 07
7:29am
I saw a dream where my family enters a part of a building where no one is allowed to enter. I am with them too. Then I see myself in a large room, a hall with a platform. There is a woman with me there. My family is in the passage way that leads to this hall. My mother screams and tells us to get out as the door of the hall was closing. The woman gets out fine but by the time I try, the door is almost closed and it seems I won't be able to get out, but I put my arm in the opening of the door to keep it from closing. And then I force the door open and easily get out.
The moment I get out I see two blacks approaching us. I feel scared but than I see that dog son of a bitch pimp with a butt hole the size of a solar system with Pluto as a planet too, my father's brother, Naseem Madani Paracha approaching us too.
As he comes near, he says that he killed our father and now he will kill us too.
Then I see us kneeling on the floor and Naseem is standing behind a door that is partially open and through that opening, Naseem is giving us a revolver and asking us to kill ourselves. At this my mother shouts at him as if she is not afraid and tells him to kill us. I take the revolver and look at it. I can see that the two slots visible on each side are empty but I assume there is a bullet in upper slot that I can't see as it is hidden.
I look at Naseem and he is looking away from us talking to someone. I try to fire at him but unfortunately there was no bullet. I try again with same results.
He was still not looking at us so I turn the revolver and hold it by it's barrel and through it away so that it gets lost and Naseem can't get to it.
But as the gun passes Naseem and goes beyond him, an old man comes from behind Naseem and the revolver hits his hands and flies in a direction where they can't reach it
And then that old man says to Naseem that 'since you knew why didn't you do it'.
Right then I kick Naseem and I woke up.
Allah told me that magicians told Naseem that my father and I will stand between him and his mother's property. And that I will stand between Zionists and their goals.
So he was ordered to get rid of us by the use of magic.
He killed my father through magic but kept me alive so that his whore wife may use me for sex and blackmail me for money.
But my good deeds were used and Allah the mighty made me their death warrant.
Nothing is stronger than our God. Not even magic.
8:30am
My father left us two lands. We sold one recently. As usualI wanted the money to be divided according to the Quran.
I was under the impression that the money would have to be divided between my family. But the following two verses say something else.
I saw a dream where my family enters a part of a building where no one is allowed to enter. I am with them too. Then I see myself in a large room, a hall with a platform. There is a woman with me there. My family is in the passage way that leads to this hall. My mother screams and tells us to get out as the door of the hall was closing. The woman gets out fine but by the time I try, the door is almost closed and it seems I won't be able to get out, but I put my arm in the opening of the door to keep it from closing. And then I force the door open and easily get out.
The moment I get out I see two blacks approaching us. I feel scared but than I see that dog son of a bitch pimp with a butt hole the size of a solar system with Pluto as a planet too, my father's brother, Naseem Madani Paracha approaching us too.
As he comes near, he says that he killed our father and now he will kill us too.
Then I see us kneeling on the floor and Naseem is standing behind a door that is partially open and through that opening, Naseem is giving us a revolver and asking us to kill ourselves. At this my mother shouts at him as if she is not afraid and tells him to kill us. I take the revolver and look at it. I can see that the two slots visible on each side are empty but I assume there is a bullet in upper slot that I can't see as it is hidden.
I look at Naseem and he is looking away from us talking to someone. I try to fire at him but unfortunately there was no bullet. I try again with same results.
He was still not looking at us so I turn the revolver and hold it by it's barrel and through it away so that it gets lost and Naseem can't get to it.
But as the gun passes Naseem and goes beyond him, an old man comes from behind Naseem and the revolver hits his hands and flies in a direction where they can't reach it
And then that old man says to Naseem that 'since you knew why didn't you do it'.
Right then I kick Naseem and I woke up.
Allah told me that magicians told Naseem that my father and I will stand between him and his mother's property. And that I will stand between Zionists and their goals.
So he was ordered to get rid of us by the use of magic.
He killed my father through magic but kept me alive so that his whore wife may use me for sex and blackmail me for money.
But my good deeds were used and Allah the mighty made me their death warrant.
Nothing is stronger than our God. Not even magic.
8:30am
My father left us two lands. We sold one recently. As usualI wanted the money to be divided according to the Quran.
I was under the impression that the money would have to be divided between my family. But the following two verses say something else.
Allah (thus) directs you as regards your children's (inheritance): to the male a portion equal to that of two females: if only daughters two or more their share is two-thirds of the inheritance; if only one her share is a half. For parents a sixth share of the inheritance to each if the deceased left children; if no children and the parents are the (only) heirs the mother has a third; if the deceased left brothers (or sisters) the mother has a sixth. (The distribution in all cases is) after the payment of legacies and debts. Ye know not whether your parents or your children are nearest to you in benefit. These are settled portions ordained by Allah and Allah is All-Knowing All-Wise.(4:11)
In what your wives leave your share is a half if they leave no child; but if they leave a child ye get a fourth; after payment of legacies and debts. In what ye leave their share is a fourth if ye leave no child; but if ye leave a child they get an eighth; after payment of legacies and debts. If the man or woman whose inheritance is in question has left neither ascendants nor descendants but has left a brother or a sister each one of the two gets a sixth; but if more than two they share in a third; after payment of legacies and debts; so that no loss is caused (to anyone). Thus is it ordained by Allah and Allah is All-Knowing Most Forbearing.(4:12)
My father left no will and so this means that my fucking grandmother will get a share of this money too.
These verses say that if the deceit left children then the mother of the deceit and the wife of the deceit will have 6th and 8th part of the deceit's property respectively.
It didn't tells us whom to give first, the mother or the wife. But since Allah mentions the mother of the deceit first and then the wife, it can be assumed that It wanted us to first seperate the sixth part of the inheritance for the grandmother of the children and then give the eighth part of what is left behind to the mother of the children.
The verses also mention the brothers and sisters of the deceit but they only get to have a share of the property, if the deceit didn't left any children.
Since I am willing to give my grandmother her share, I would have given Naseem his share if Quran ordered me to. But it doesn't and I am way too much happy that I don't have to be nice to him.
So the total was Rs.1,170,000. We had to pay the government an amount of Rs.42,000 as fee to sell and transfer the land to the other party and that left us with Rs.1,128,000. Dividing it by 6 would give the amount that will go to my grandmother and that would be Rs.188,000.
Then dividing the total of Rs.940,000 by 8 would give my mother's share. Rs.117,500.
Now this leaves us with Rs.822,500 and dividng it by 11 would give us a total of Rs.74,772.7272727273.
Why 11?
I have three brothers and three sisters. And in the verses above it is said that brothers should have twice as much as sisters. Since we are four brothers it will be 8 shares for us and three for my 3 sisters, and that makes 11 shares.
So each son will get Rs.149,545.4545454546 and each daughter will get Rs.74,772.7272727273.
Few days back I called my grandmother to inform her of her share. She had earlier told us that she forgives us her share. But if thats the case I wanted her to give this a legal form and sign a paper that would prove that she had forgiven us her share in both the lands.
When I called her she told me that she forgave me the money and that I should take her share too.
As you all know how much I hate her for what she did to us, I would have been very happy not to give her any money and share it among us and even better, now I could have kept her share too but I didn't. I told her I would come to Quetta soon to get the papers signed.
I had decided to share the money between my family and not accept her decision of giving me her share.
I did that for two reasons.
In quran Allah orders us that our enemies should find only strict and harsh attitude.
And thats what my grandmother got from me few days after when I called her again.
The reason due to which I called her again rather than going to Quetta, was the second reason due to which I didn't accepted her offer. I was afraid that she was doing this for some sinister motive. She has always been like that and I didn't trusted her.
And thats what happened. After my first call she thought that the amount of her share will blind me and that I would be more willing to listen to her(of course with the hope of more bribe from her) and accept her desire.
So now the only problem was my mother. She wanted my mother under her control and so she called my mother two days after I first called her to inform her of her share and she insulted my mother and said that she would insult her in the rest of the family too.
Our whore grandmother wanted to scare my mother so that she could convince my mother and myself to wed my little sister to that mother fucker Faisal Naseem. Thats what she wants. And that I may stop going after her son, Naseem.
Fuck her and that grandson of her's.
I called her the second time and cursed so much that I am sure she won't forget.
Now I have decided that we would keep her share aside and leave it that way.
That bitch.
9:06am
While browsing Flickr.com I accidentally closed two Firefox tabs and thank God I had the 'Undo close tab button' extension installed and all I had to do was to hit the undo tab button and KAZAAAM!, the tabs were back and my breathing was once again normal.
Isn't this great and easy. Use Firefox and you will know how great this extension business is. Its truly a blessing.
11:34am
Just a thought.
What do I consider the most ultimate blessing in this world second to love? 24" iMac with out-of-the-world voice recognition inside my ultra cool wrist watch.
12am
I didn't used to buy any movies or music or eat fish becase I believed that they were not being sold right.
Movies and music due to piracy and fish due to the fact that they die before they are sacrificed, if caught by net, which is the case most of the time.
But thats not the case 100% of the time. I have found out that very few people still sell live fish and there are shops who do not sell pirated movies and music.
So in not buying or eating, I was commiting a sin.
I live in a muslim country where most of the people are muslim and they might be good ones.
I was doubting them. A sin. Even asking a muslim if they are doing it right or wrong, is doubting them. Its government's job not every one's.
They might have an agreement with companies to sell their art here. They might be selling fish that was sacrificed in a proper way.
If I would have been in a non muslim country, I would have not paid for a product that I knew was being sold the wrong way because they believe in that particular way and I don't.
And since in Pakistan there is no law against using a pirated stuff by a home user, I can buy any artwork from anyone without doubting them and won't be commiting a sin or a crime.
Moderation.
11:42pm
A friend is sad. Hurt? May be. But it hurts to know that he is not happy.
I love him.
Infact I am his fan. He is one of my heros.
And he is sad because through out his life he has been limiting his fun. He has been forcing upon himself unnecessary rights and wrongs. Goods and bads.
May be on his loved ones too.
And it hurts. What would they say? How to change?
Yes there were fights over his strictness. His sometime rude attitude. All he wanted was to be the best. And he became the best. But now it seems useless.
Oh! my loved one, does it really seems useless? Are they not happy what they got with you?
Are they not?
I think they are.
My dear, I am sure they are.
Love.
It didn't happened because you were strict, dear.
It happened because they deserved good. Better. The best.
And their good deeds had to be rewarded. You had to be rewarded. It had to be led to this. You. Them. Us. All meant to be.
No it wasn't you. It was them. Their desires and hopes.
Thats the reason they are here with you. Why didn't they left you, because they love you and what you got them. Because they were meant to be there with you. To be loved by you.
And yes we learn. We all learn step by step. Slowly.
Very slowly.
Ask them if they would blame you.
They know and you know too.
All you ever wanted was the best for every one.
And its time to get them more best.
Change with them.
Slowly.
Very slowly. Hand in hand and time will heal.
And there you go. Its that easy. That wonderful. That peaceful.
In what your wives leave your share is a half if they leave no child; but if they leave a child ye get a fourth; after payment of legacies and debts. In what ye leave their share is a fourth if ye leave no child; but if ye leave a child they get an eighth; after payment of legacies and debts. If the man or woman whose inheritance is in question has left neither ascendants nor descendants but has left a brother or a sister each one of the two gets a sixth; but if more than two they share in a third; after payment of legacies and debts; so that no loss is caused (to anyone). Thus is it ordained by Allah and Allah is All-Knowing Most Forbearing.(4:12)
My father left no will and so this means that my fucking grandmother will get a share of this money too.
These verses say that if the deceit left children then the mother of the deceit and the wife of the deceit will have 6th and 8th part of the deceit's property respectively.
It didn't tells us whom to give first, the mother or the wife. But since Allah mentions the mother of the deceit first and then the wife, it can be assumed that It wanted us to first seperate the sixth part of the inheritance for the grandmother of the children and then give the eighth part of what is left behind to the mother of the children.
The verses also mention the brothers and sisters of the deceit but they only get to have a share of the property, if the deceit didn't left any children.
Since I am willing to give my grandmother her share, I would have given Naseem his share if Quran ordered me to. But it doesn't and I am way too much happy that I don't have to be nice to him.
So the total was Rs.1,170,000. We had to pay the government an amount of Rs.42,000 as fee to sell and transfer the land to the other party and that left us with Rs.1,128,000. Dividing it by 6 would give the amount that will go to my grandmother and that would be Rs.188,000.
Then dividing the total of Rs.940,000 by 8 would give my mother's share. Rs.117,500.
Now this leaves us with Rs.822,500 and dividng it by 11 would give us a total of Rs.74,772.7272727273.
Why 11?
I have three brothers and three sisters. And in the verses above it is said that brothers should have twice as much as sisters. Since we are four brothers it will be 8 shares for us and three for my 3 sisters, and that makes 11 shares.
So each son will get Rs.149,545.4545454546 and each daughter will get Rs.74,772.7272727273.
Few days back I called my grandmother to inform her of her share. She had earlier told us that she forgives us her share. But if thats the case I wanted her to give this a legal form and sign a paper that would prove that she had forgiven us her share in both the lands.
When I called her she told me that she forgave me the money and that I should take her share too.
As you all know how much I hate her for what she did to us, I would have been very happy not to give her any money and share it among us and even better, now I could have kept her share too but I didn't. I told her I would come to Quetta soon to get the papers signed.
I had decided to share the money between my family and not accept her decision of giving me her share.
I did that for two reasons.
In quran Allah orders us that our enemies should find only strict and harsh attitude.
And thats what my grandmother got from me few days after when I called her again.
The reason due to which I called her again rather than going to Quetta, was the second reason due to which I didn't accepted her offer. I was afraid that she was doing this for some sinister motive. She has always been like that and I didn't trusted her.
And thats what happened. After my first call she thought that the amount of her share will blind me and that I would be more willing to listen to her(of course with the hope of more bribe from her) and accept her desire.
So now the only problem was my mother. She wanted my mother under her control and so she called my mother two days after I first called her to inform her of her share and she insulted my mother and said that she would insult her in the rest of the family too.
Our whore grandmother wanted to scare my mother so that she could convince my mother and myself to wed my little sister to that mother fucker Faisal Naseem. Thats what she wants. And that I may stop going after her son, Naseem.
Fuck her and that grandson of her's.
I called her the second time and cursed so much that I am sure she won't forget.
Now I have decided that we would keep her share aside and leave it that way.
That bitch.
9:06am
While browsing Flickr.com I accidentally closed two Firefox tabs and thank God I had the 'Undo close tab button' extension installed and all I had to do was to hit the undo tab button and KAZAAAM!, the tabs were back and my breathing was once again normal.
Isn't this great and easy. Use Firefox and you will know how great this extension business is. Its truly a blessing.
11:34am
Just a thought.
What do I consider the most ultimate blessing in this world second to love? 24" iMac with out-of-the-world voice recognition inside my ultra cool wrist watch.
12am
I didn't used to buy any movies or music or eat fish becase I believed that they were not being sold right.
Movies and music due to piracy and fish due to the fact that they die before they are sacrificed, if caught by net, which is the case most of the time.
But thats not the case 100% of the time. I have found out that very few people still sell live fish and there are shops who do not sell pirated movies and music.
So in not buying or eating, I was commiting a sin.
I live in a muslim country where most of the people are muslim and they might be good ones.
I was doubting them. A sin. Even asking a muslim if they are doing it right or wrong, is doubting them. Its government's job not every one's.
They might have an agreement with companies to sell their art here. They might be selling fish that was sacrificed in a proper way.
If I would have been in a non muslim country, I would have not paid for a product that I knew was being sold the wrong way because they believe in that particular way and I don't.
And since in Pakistan there is no law against using a pirated stuff by a home user, I can buy any artwork from anyone without doubting them and won't be commiting a sin or a crime.
Moderation.
11:42pm
A friend is sad. Hurt? May be. But it hurts to know that he is not happy.
I love him.
Infact I am his fan. He is one of my heros.
And he is sad because through out his life he has been limiting his fun. He has been forcing upon himself unnecessary rights and wrongs. Goods and bads.
May be on his loved ones too.
And it hurts. What would they say? How to change?
Yes there were fights over his strictness. His sometime rude attitude. All he wanted was to be the best. And he became the best. But now it seems useless.
Oh! my loved one, does it really seems useless? Are they not happy what they got with you?
Are they not?
I think they are.
My dear, I am sure they are.
Love.
It didn't happened because you were strict, dear.
It happened because they deserved good. Better. The best.
And their good deeds had to be rewarded. You had to be rewarded. It had to be led to this. You. Them. Us. All meant to be.
No it wasn't you. It was them. Their desires and hopes.
Thats the reason they are here with you. Why didn't they left you, because they love you and what you got them. Because they were meant to be there with you. To be loved by you.
And yes we learn. We all learn step by step. Slowly.
Very slowly.
Ask them if they would blame you.
They know and you know too.
All you ever wanted was the best for every one.
And its time to get them more best.
Change with them.
Slowly.
Very slowly. Hand in hand and time will heal.
And there you go. Its that easy. That wonderful. That peaceful.
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 5th
March 07
5:08pm
I am thinking of changing how I blog. Lets see how this works out. I am learning Photography and Python and don't get that much free time that I would like, to think and write long and discriptive posts. I would write those posts but will not do that that regularly.
If Allah wishes, I am thinking of writing short but more frequent posts with a time stamp.
7:15pm
The Pakistani film star Meera has decided to enter politics. I don't know what you think of her but Allah has asked me to support her, which I will. It says that she will become a very good faithful.
7:58pm
I was listening to a FM channel and the presentors were talking about what THEY consider to be the right way to speak a language. According to them one should not use english with their native language. Not to mix the two. Either speak all english or all Urdu(native tongue). According to them we shouldn't be 'Made in Pakistan(or your country of origin), assembled in USA'.
I agree we should be proud of our own country, people, culture, background and family but I don't see why we can't speak or mix two languages.
I don't suggest we must but if some one does, I don't see any reason to stop them or laugh at them.
Trying to decide whats better in case how to speak, its far more simple to just do what is not sin, what you like and feel good about and what is a need and is easy.
Why restrict or limit the fun in your life when there is no need to do so.
I am thinking of changing how I blog. Lets see how this works out. I am learning Photography and Python and don't get that much free time that I would like, to think and write long and discriptive posts. I would write those posts but will not do that that regularly.
If Allah wishes, I am thinking of writing short but more frequent posts with a time stamp.
7:15pm
The Pakistani film star Meera has decided to enter politics. I don't know what you think of her but Allah has asked me to support her, which I will. It says that she will become a very good faithful.
7:58pm
I was listening to a FM channel and the presentors were talking about what THEY consider to be the right way to speak a language. According to them one should not use english with their native language. Not to mix the two. Either speak all english or all Urdu(native tongue). According to them we shouldn't be 'Made in Pakistan(or your country of origin), assembled in USA'.
I agree we should be proud of our own country, people, culture, background and family but I don't see why we can't speak or mix two languages.
I don't suggest we must but if some one does, I don't see any reason to stop them or laugh at them.
Trying to decide whats better in case how to speak, its far more simple to just do what is not sin, what you like and feel good about and what is a need and is easy.
Why restrict or limit the fun in your life when there is no need to do so.
"But say not for any false thing that your tongues may put forth "This is lawful and this is forbidden" so as to ascribe false things to Allah. For those who ascribe false things to Allah will never prosper".(16.116)
O'TanoKey, its my blog's life. 4th
March 07